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You might think of this as one very long scroll, a blip of data, or something you will click off of and never think about again. Or maybe you might think of this as all of those things or none of those things. I'm not you, so I can't tell you how to think or feel.

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Last Updated: March 9, 2020

March 9, 2020

I wanted this year to be the best year I have ever had so far. I had high hopes based on the fact that I like the number 2, and my birthday had a lot of 2s in it. There is a little bit of superstition in me. However, I never really understood it when people say things like "x year was bad" because I have never really put much emphasis in years or dates or characterizations of numbers before, but now that I've done it, I'm starting to realize how that can happen.

Vow: I will not try to think of 2020 as the best year, when my life will completely change all my itself. I will develop small habits that will better myself and perhaps better the conditions around me.

I change my vows all the time, but it's still nice to think about them and write them down.

December 19, 2019

I think I put 10k pictures of this same walk on various social media accounts, but I will put some pictures up on here, too. pictures from my walk

November 26, 2019

Strava screenshots I'm all alone on Strava, and I like it that way. It feels...meditative, kind of.

I don't know why I like giving away my data so much like I do on Strava. Or here! I guess very few can keep a journal anymore because there's no feedback or social network to give journal keepers a boost of hormones or something resembling rewarding human interaction, but I'm alone on Strava (besides Strava). Yes, I keep track of my distances, but I also take pictures, write little comments that have nothing to do with running, and so on. I don't need to do that, but somehow I want Strava to know a little bit of my personality. Maybe my fear of death and non-existence gets funneled into Strava.

November 22, 2019

Comparison of Joker and Parasite experiences. Joker and Parasite movie experience images

November 21, 2019

I am hoping that if I write in this for awhile that my thoughts will come out not as a tweet but as long paragraphs that will make me more verbose when I need to be verbose. When I wrote in long paragraphs, however, I wrote the most annoying, long emails, so I hope that I will find a middleground between tweet-length and meandering-length.

November 20, 2019

Wellllllll, look who the cat dragged in.

August 15, 2019

Contacts were in, eyes were wet. Pic of my crying eyes

I can so easily just sit in a daydream, for hours at a time if I'm not being careful. It's embarrassing but also feels like the realest thing about me.